Sunday, November 29, 2009

Super Excited

My husband will be done and out of the military in feb. I am so excited to lead a normal life. For five years now it has been my husand and the military and now it is going to be me and him for the first time. My husband got deployed three months after we were married so we really did not have a honeymooner life at first. We consumed the stress of the war zone. The first thing I have asked from him is that he takes me on a black dress date which I got the dress already. God has asked alot out of our marriage by no means is it easy to keep a realationship going easliy over the phone or for that matter many miles away. Will I be sad to see the Army Go? Oh no I won't forever in my heart I will be an Army wife who has watched her husband wither away to nothing as far as emotions go. The Army may of had his life but I had his heart!!!

NO NAME

Well I thought I had been posting my blogs from my phone but unfortunately it has not been working. I believe we become to dependent on things that are not certain. I believe in Jesus Christ as my savior, yet people don't believe because there is so much doubt. For me believing in Christ is standing for something. I don't ever want to feel like i am pushing my beliefs on people and sometimes christians get excited and take the bull horn approach. For me I see it to ways you choose not to go or you do. Heaven can only be for the people who truly want it. Even then you find preachers fall short of the victory. The funny thing is sometimes you can't believe what comes out of someone elses mouth you have to read it for yourself.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Motion

Life is about motion, weather you are going through the motion of marriage, church, or a job. We all have tendencies to follow one certain pattern that is unstoppable. It seems the only way to change things is to recognize what you are doing, and not what someone else is. The motion I am stuck in is allowing people to have power over me. It's a constant battle trying not to allow people to dictate my life. What kind of motion are you going through?